Love can be a good and bad thing

It has been a tough year for me. This time last year I wasn't interested in girls much. Then I developed a crush on a carer. I told her how I felt about her and she respectfully stopped working with me.

A few months later I met a girl. We stared out by becoming good friends then we dated for a few months. This was my first relationship ever, even though it didn't work out how I wanted to, the experience taught me several things. The main thing I learned was I can have a normal relationship despite I am disabled. Even though I always been a confident person and think nothing is impossible. I always half thought no one would love me and I can't have a normal relationship. Even though it was a short relationship, it has shown me that I was wrong.  I had some of best times of my life.

When we broke up, I became depress for 3 months because I fell in love with her. I started to drink heavily and be unsocial but I have got out of it now thanks to the support of my family and friends.

I have had lot of tough challenges in my life but this has been toughest one. Depression is a real thing. I am starting to get my life back on track. I am on a diet to lose the weight i gained because the drinking.

So I have been told first cut always is deepest one. Despite I hate the way it ended, it have given confidence to give dating and love a real shot. I am on online dating sites, talking to girls and we will see what will happens. But now I am open to love

Whatever becomes my way, I always will bounce back better and stronger.

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Remember only you can change you!!

Jono